arli

welp…when i went to my second job yesterday i had already consumed a little over 1400 cals…i did not eat a thing while i was there but i brought home two soups…beef barley and broccoli cheddar and neither one of those were the healthy choice…yesterday we had ginger butternut squash soup and a vegetarian spicy black bean chili that would have been healthier for me and a lemon lentil yummm….but…of course i picked the two i really wanted to eat and brought them home and ate them….then i had a sandwich with just 2 slices of cheese on it…geesh…ya real healthy arli and then for a snack i had some fried peanuts that you can eat shell and all….they were deliciousness….grrrr….but its better than my snacking from the other night…id say each soup had 300 cals in it…so theres my 2000 cals i was trying to stay under…then my cheese sandwich was 280 cals and fried peanuts probably 200….so i went 480 over my goal….argh!!!! see i should have never eaten that 500 calorie wrap…im so mad at myself for that…but yet proud that i didnt go too overboard because lets face it i was eating 1000 calorie or more meals before…when i took my little break…and was probably consuming about 5000 cals per day with snack and sodas! and candies!

so anyways…..this morning i was supposed to take a shower before work but i was wayyyyy too tired after my 13 hours of work yesterday…so i am just gonna be stinky today….i got to work and made a smoothie with my own fruit and just a touch of the store’s banana smoothie mix….just like 3 oz. to make it smooth….so it consisted of 3 oz. banana smoothie mix, 1 banana, and 8 strawberries and bunches of ice…it was sooo good and just under 200 calories and it was big! like 18 oz. so thats awesome! and it has made my tummy happy because its not begging me for more food…cooool!!

welp i gotta work another 13 hour day today…im at maui wowi from 830-3 and then zoup from 330-930ish if not 10…i get paid from maui wowi today and realllllyyyy hope its close to 300 bucks….man do i hope so…i have to pay 150 in bills…and the rest is alll mine…but i gotta go to red lobster with my mom this sunday and i dunno if im payin or if she is or if we are paying for our own meals….now that i get paid every single friday its sooo much easier to manage my money because i only have to wait a week til i get more extra cash…i love it!

well i have plans for my foood at work today….i brought another smart ones at 240 cals, i had some crackers and cheese at 6 am when i work up from my cousins baby making noises and that was 130 cals, an orange at 60 cals, some cinnamon applesauce at 100 cals, and a cinnamon raisin bagel again at 270 cals….that adds up to be 990 cals before i head off to my other job….and i never get the chance to eat there anyways and i dont get a break so i wont be eating til after 10 when i get home and i am going to try my darndest to just eat a greek salad and baked french fries and maybe a ham and cheese sandwich…i dunno yet exactly but i wanna keep it under 2000 cals today for real…no jokin around man!

well it seems to be quite steady in the shop today and its taking me forever to write this blog so i think thats all i have to say anyways….ill talk to yall lata!!!!!

have a great friday and gooood luck!