arli

welp…the title is there because thats what i just toasted for a customer at work and it smelled delicious and now i have to have one hah

anyways…yesterday was going soooo great until about 9:00 pm and then i just started eating everything in sight….it was all healthy foods but i stopped calculating my cals and was just eating toooo much…

i counted up to 1690 and then i probably consumed 1000 in about an hour….i had a salad with feta, olives, onion, and greek dressing,2 servings of baked fries, some almonds, and more olives, and some more rice snacks…grrr!!!!!

THEN my boyfriend came over because i decided i was gonna be too tired to go see him last night….and he brought me some chocolate covered pretzels and marshmallows from walmart!!!! i was like what why?  but he didnt know i was on a diet…oopsy.

oh well…so,…ive decided that since im gonna be having a birthday dinner at red lobster this sunday and a family bday party this sunday with my favorite cake in the world….this is my pre-diet hahahaha!!!!! have you ever heard that excuse for doing badly…wowzas! and just for the record…i call eating healthy a diet…no im not on low carb diet or weight watchers or anything…i just call when im eating better and watching what i eat a diet..k

anyways…so this week im just trying to get myself used to counting cals again and eating healthier…portion control is not my worry yet…not til im ready!

i work at zoup tonight and i know im gonna want some soup and sandwich or salad….but im gonna pick out something nutritious…cool…i work both jobs today, tomorow, and saturday…im gonna be putting in 36 hours in 3 days…man o man i love having jobs and getting paid but boy o boy am i gonna be exhausted on sunday!!!!! but i have two days off in a row! how amazing is that? i hope yall know its AMAZING!

so today i have had a cinnamon raisin bagel, no cream cheese or butter…and an apple and a bottle of water..cool!

off to working!