big bowl of garlicky buttered pasta with double buttered rolls….uhhhhh
welp the title says it all…thats what i ate last night for dinner…it had to have put at least one pound on me…eeek!
i sauteed garlic in butter with some red chili flakes….then i threw in probably 3 cups of cooked thin spaghetti and tossed it all together and poured it into my favorite bowl and i buttered some dinner rolls threw em in the oven and then buttered em some more when they came outta the oven…wow….i probably ate 1/2 stick of butter all by myself…omg!
then if that wasnt enough i made rice krispie treats…now i did not overindulge in those because if you know me sweets arent my thing…i usually only eat one serving of those…but pasta is totally my thing so i almost always over indulge…oh well…its over now.
this morning i have had a tea with orange and raspberry syrup from work in it…but only 1 oz. so thats not terrible and i had 3/4 of a plain bagel with 1/2 of my cream cheese container…its real small….like 2 tbsp…..and a small rice krispie treat…i brought my lunch to work today so that i wouldnt be starving by the time i got home….its one of those fresh mixers from healthy choice with the pasta and marinara that you cook with a microwave…hopefully its tasty…its got 300 calories and 7 grams of dietary fiber which im a fan of…so i want to like it!
ive been stressed out with money again lately and wish i would be able to get more hours at maui wowi…but i know dominos and maui wowi both will start picking up in the fall and will be slammed in the winter so maybe i should enjoy this time right now…but its hard when you have so much debt…ugh…what have i done to myself…o well…i saw a sign at a tire store yesterday that said…”once you realize youve dug yourself a hole..the first step is to stop digging” and it spoke to me when it comes to my debt….its like i keep using my credit card on little items and pretend that its nothing but it turns into something when you use it on little things 5 times a month ya know? so ive decided to stop digging…so i can slowly get out of the hole…i know its gonna take me about 5 years…but im ok with that…and soon i need to decide what i want to go to school for….either realty, business, or food service management/culinary arts…i want to be a realtor badly but i dont want to get into a career that i wont be successful with…which is possible with the market how it is now….the practical thing would be business and thats what my mom thinks i should do….and then the culinary arts/food service management is what i ve wanted to do for soo long but i know the lifestyle i would live with that career and its not what i want….i want to be able to spend time with my family once i create one and with that you dont get much time……
ok…so soon im going to be back to counting calories, fat, saturated fat, and dietary fiber…and im going to get strict again and thats probably going to be when the biggest loser starts…because its my motivation…make fun of me .. criticize me…whatever…thats what gets me on track…its silly but it does!
welp i guess i should do some stuff at work even though theres a very limited amount of what needs to be done so im trying to hold off on it til the last hour so it will go really fast…blah…good day buddies!
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Hang in there! Pasta one of my favorites. It gets me everytime too. My grandfather is actually from Italy and makes his from scratch. YUMMY YUMMY YUMMY! Lucky for me he lives hours away. You sound like you are getting back on track. Focus on the positive. Never criticise for motivating tools. I have only seen the program twice I think. I was not able to sit on my couch and watch the program. I was on the floor working out and watching the program. It is a great motivational tool. Have a great day! Chin up.
It’s nice to see blogs from you again. I haven’t seen any in a long while. Hope all is well with you and am so happy you are back in the game. Keep your chin up and know that you can get your spending under control. I use to have a hard time managing money and now I am a whiz at it.