arli

its been almost a month since ive last posted but it feels like a year…

i weighed in the other day at 247.9 so that made me feel a little bit better about things…but i have not been healthy at all…ive not been eating my fruits and veggies and have resorted back to eating out and eating pre made freezer food…i have taken alll of that hard work and reversed it…luckily i did not gain in the process but i have lost some of the habits that i gained in this process and i am deeply disappointed in my self…and no matter how many times i get on here and tell yall that im ready to be a loyal buddyslimmer and an obese girl who is going to change her life around…it never seems to work out that way and so im just not going to say that anymore.

im just going to live my life the best way i can…and blah

ya right even that statement was a lie because the best i can do is eat healthy and exercise and who knows when my ass is going to get back into gear and do that.

i did see the biggest loser preview the other night and i got extremely excited…i would really like to get back on track when the biggest loser starts because it motivates me weekly to stop being lazy and get active…i am pretty sure that i will definitely get back to it by the time it starts…yay

also the other day i went to a bridal shower with my mom and grandma and my grandma asked me if i lost weight and i said yes and she said how much and i said a little over 20 and she said “well i thought it was at least 20″ so i was excited about that…yay for people noticing…thats always my favorite thing about losing weight is seeing my family after i havent seen them for a few months and they tell me i look good…cool

ok…well i also have a wedding to go to in october and i have a goal to lose another 8 pounds by then…so hopefully that will get me going to have a goal like that!

OH YA I FORGOT TO TELL YOU!

When i started this journey i was wearing a size 24 jeans and the other day i bought 2 new pairs of a size 20 jean!!!!! i was so happy it was ridiculous!

okeedoke…so i got everything out that i wanted to get out…im at work right now bored to death…but i guess ill get back to work and be productive now!

oh and my fruit flies are gone after way too long…but oh well they r gone and thats what matters…!

and i cant wait for fall because it is my favorite time of the year and it makes me realllly happy….the other day we had a glimpse of fall and i was so happy…i opened all the windows and i got some candles with fall scents…like pumpkin spice and mulled cider…and my house felt breezy and fresh and yay!!!!!

i dont like summer….i like fall and winter…im strange but oh well…i dont like heat and humidity and i prefer cloudy breezy warmish cool days….awww…fallll