OMG buddies…where have i been? im still lost!
ok…so no my do-over was not successful…ive been pretty much eating whatever i want and how ever much i want…ive done horrible…i dont even know why either but i just dont even hardly care…i have notgained since ive been eating what i want…im waiting forthat one pound to creep up on me and make me realize that i cant keep doing what im doing…i hate this feeling…before i was feeling like i was gonna continue the way i was until christmas…flawlessly and then after christmas i could take a slight break and maintain my weight for a bit and then get strict again…and here i am…3 months in…not even close to christmas and i already feltthe need to maintain my weight and eat more….why?!?! i hate it! i dont know what to do….itsreallly easy to say “arli you can do it just hang in there” and stuff like that….but i dont feel like i can do it…i knowi can but its like i have no desire to right now….this sucks..
U just have to keep on finding reasons, Arli. Cause it sounds like u want this…
Arli, there’s a quote I try and keep in mind when I’m feeling like you are. I wrote about it here:
http://andy.buddyslim.com/2009/03/06/a-quick-quote/
Well you came here instead of just giving up. I have been feeling the same way, but I keep coming back. Do not beat yourself up, concentrate on making small changes. They can add up.
I have missed you loads!! Love your blogs!!